I have many friends... or so I thought.
I am not the type who would abuse friends or ask them for help... unless there is really nothing more that I can do.
You know what's funny? When people tell you that they are always there for you... that you got a friend... they got your back... that you will never be alone... you believed them.
Until such time that you actually need them.
That's when you find out that you have always been alone. They were there for you because they can get something from you.
Honestly... I thought I had friends.