Tuesday, April 22, 2008

eating shit!

eating shit!
that's how i feel right now!
eating shit!
i really can't tell how
fuck the way that life pushes me!
fuck all those who screwed me!
damn it! i really don't deserve this!
i'm on the edge and i just can't bear this!
fucking shit, everywhere i see!
fucking shit, everyday i'll be!
i don't think this is how life was meant to be
fuck life!
fuck everybody!
i'm on the edge and i just can't bear this!

eating shit!
that's how i feel right now!



January 6, 2005
1:45 pm
San Fernando, Pampanga

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I don't usually write like this. But at the moment of writing,
this was how I exactly I was feeling.

6 comments:

Jan said...

Feel better now? lol

So, what's for dessert? Shall I hold my breath as well for this? hahaha.

Roy said...

hahaha!

never thought of taking any for dessert, lol

Gem said...

I'm really laughed so hard at Jan's comment. Dessert! FTW!

Holly Jahangiri said...

I'm with Jan. Remind me not to come to your house for dinner unless the kids are cooking. ;)

I guess I don't have to worry about that empathy thing we talked about the other day.

Hang in there, Roy. This, too, will pass. (Really. Honest to goodness. I swear it. Cross my heart. I know you don't believe me right this second, but it's true - and you know it.)

Roy said...

Holly's comment

I'm with Jan. Remind me not to come to your house for dinner unless the kids are cooking. ;)

I guess I don't have to worry about that empathy thing we talked about the other day.

Hang in there, Roy. This, too, will pass. (Really. Honest to goodness. I swear it. Cross my heart. I know you don't believe me right this second, but it's true - and you know it.)


Perhaps that's the worst part for me, Holly. Realizing the fact that it will pass, and I know it will... and I going to live with it for the rest of my life.

Amor said...

I hope your okay now Kuya Roy.